A few months ago, we got home from our third tour.
The more we tour, the better we get at it. For instance, we knew that we were going to need a week of down time after we got home in order to refresh and regroup.
Oh, how wrong we were!
It turned out we needed about three weeks of downtime to recover from the tour.
Not only that, we felt way more wiped out than we had from the previous two tours.
This didn’t make sense. Our second tour was longer than our third. And our first tour covered way more mileage. Why the fatigue?
It didn’t take long to figure it out.
Our third tour was in the Pacific Northwest. We happen to have lots of friends in the PNW. So unlike tours one and two, tour three included a lot more social time with our peeps.
Before Melissa and I left town, one of us (I’m not going to say who, but their name starts with “Z”) was concerned about how all that social time would impact our tour.
The other one of us (again, not saying who, but you do the math) said it would be fiiiiiiiine.
When we look back on it now, we can see that the warning signs were there. The first person (me! it was me!) was getting an intuitive hit that we might need to pull back on the social time during the tour. And the other person (Melissa! It was Melissa!) was trying to ignore it.
And even though we have an agreement that disagreements such as this one necessitate greater reflection, we didn’t do that. The desire to hang with our friends won out. So we barreled on ahead.
A few weeks after we got back, Melissa was on the phone with our dear friend Doug LeBow.
Doug is a highly-successful professional musician with a lot of experience. When Melissa told Doug how much social time we included on our last tour, he gave her a talking to.
“You can’t do that!” he said. “When you’re on tour, your job is to do the gigs and rest. That’s it.”
I should add that Doug is highly extroverted. When your highly extroverted friend tells you that you needed to cut out the social time? You listen.
Looking back at our third tour, we can see that there was a lot that went into our social decisions.
For one, there were people we love and wanted to connect with.
For two, we weren’t always listening to our own energy needs when making our social decisions.
For three, we tend to underestimate how much energy social time takes out of us, especially when on tour.
For four, we tend to underestimate how much energy our gigs take out of us, especially when on tour.
And then there’s the fifth consideration, arguably the most important one.
Our ministry, OhMyGod Life, is about surrendering to Spirit and doing what Spirit asks us.
Sounds great, right? So romantic and devotional.
And it is.
But sometimes what Spirit asks of us is not what we want to do.
We want to go on tour and hang out with our friends. Even though we’ve now been shown that it doesn’t work.
Surrendering to Spirit, in this case, now involves doing something that’s hard.
Something that will involve needing to treat ourselves more gently. Something that will mean saying “No” even when it’s hard.
And something that will involve a deeper surrender to Spirit than we’ve ever done before.
Which is why we got into this ministry thing to begin with.
But still.
It’s this kind of surrender – doing something even though it’s not what we want to do and trusting there are deeper reasons involved that we can’t see yet – that make the spiritual path so challenging. And ultimately rewarding.
By the time this gets posted, we’ll be in the middle of tour number four. We pray that this one will be different. And I mean that literally.
But I also know that Spirit is super smart. Waaaay smarter than we are. And we can trust It.
So, in that sense, I’m not worried at all.
It may be hard. It may be challenging. But if we’re following Spirit’s guidance, I know we’ll end up exactly where we’re supposed to be.
And hopefully our asses will be a little happier when we get there.
What’s your experience with spiritual ass kicking? Share your comments below!
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My ego rents the hall, prints the programs, and buys the tickets for everyone to attend. When the performance goes poorly, spirit is at the stage door ready to kick my ass. But the divine is merciful and simply drives me home, tucks me into bed, and sings me a lullaby that I am unconditionally loved, and that I have nothing to prove. And so it is.
Hi Gary,
Wow, such a wonderful metaphor. This is fabulous. So happy to know that Spirit is singing you those lullabys!! 🙂
XOZ
Makes total sense to me. Being an extrovert myself I can understand how hard this must me to realize. Best of luck on you tour #4!
Much Metta to both of you!
Love as well, Steve
Hi Steve,
Thank you! We love you!
XOZ
Beloved Melissa and Z
Just want you to know that when you are zooming online let me know when you may have about 45 minutes to have a zoom session to share with you a Liberation Breathing technique that supercharges you and provides extra energies to socialize and remain at your Christ Teaching energy level free of feeling drained and exhausted from your touring. It is a simple yet effective technique that WORKS from my years of experiences of facilitating playshops and speaking engagements! My gift to you….Rev Mark Johnson/East Hawaii CSL affiliate; a Global Heart Minister
Hi Rev. Mark!
Great to hear from you! Our streaming is limited on the road, so we won’t be able to Zoom until the summer.(!) But we can check back with you then.
SO great to meet you in Phoenix!
XOZ
I love your clever, witty posts! You convey so much wisdom in a way that’s such a joy to read! And the illustrations! Hope your (ahem) arses are feeling less kickable now that you’ve taken Doug’s advice.
Hi Karen!
Great to hear from you. Thank you for the comment! 🙂
BTW, we’re going to be in Ocala and Sarasota doing workshops and concerts and other stuff, if you’re anywhere nearby. It would be superfun to see you!
XOZ
Oh my God, I totally get it. I am extremely extroverted. I learned in my 20’s that too much good stuff, like concerts, performances, softball games, visiting with friends, out of town weekend trips, etc…. can make result in exhaustion. When exhaustion sets in, nothing is fun anymore. Balance is key, 🙂
I am pretty sure that taking a social tour to the PNW is something that Spirit would want for you as well. Most people call social tours vacations, but hey who cares what you call it.
Have fun and prosper. Love Steph
Hi Steph,
Yes, balance is definitely Key!
Thank you so much for your comment. 🙂
XOXOZ
Your analysis is sooo great…and so reasonable
Hi Catrina,
Thank you so much! 🙂
XOZ